Andris Dzenītis, a composer with over 40 years of experience, presents a collection of essays titled 'I am, I am not,' which emphasizes the intersection of music with language and culture. The book, edited by Raimonds Ķirķis, encapsulates Dzenītis's talent for conveying complex ideas and emotions in writing, proving essential for a musician whose primary medium is sound.

In the essays, Dzenītis engages with various themes, from the workings of human consciousness to cultural history and everyday life, showing a remarkable ability to communicate with his readers. His reflections also highlight the necessity of finding linguistic and other artistic connections to music, which he believes enriches the understanding of sound. This dual expression, through both music and words, is portrayed as a significant part of his creative process.

The publication of this essay collection not only represents a personal endeavor for Dzenītis, serving as a form of self-therapy and documentation but also invites readers to explore his musings on art and existence. By bridging the gap between auditory and literary realms, Dzenītis, through his essays, offers a comprehensive view of his artistic identity, further solidifying his place in the cultural landscape of Latvia.