J. Alexander, a well-known judge on the Finnish reality show 'Top Model' and a former model and catwalk coach, has revealed in a new Netflix documentary about the dark side of reality TV, that he suffered from a severe stroke in December 2022. This incident left him in a coma for five weeks, after which he struggled with speech and mobility. In an emotional reflection, he expressed the turmoil and helplessness he felt during this time, poignantly recalling the difficult moments of his recovery where he could not walk or speak.

Years after the stroke, while most of his speech abilities have returned, he still grapples with mobility issues, yearning for the days when he was the 'queen of the catwalk' teaching models how to walk. J. Alexander exclaims that even though he is currently unable to walk, he remains determined to overcome this challenge with resilience and hope, stating, 'My game isn't over yet.' His determination highlights his commitment to recovery, as he openly discusses the difficulties and emotional struggles that accompany such a dramatic change in life.

Additionally, J. Alexander shared moments of support from his fellow judges Jay Manuel and photographer Nigel Barker, who visited him in the hospital during his recovery. The camaraderie and friendship he has with his colleagues provided him with emotional strength as he navigated through this tough chapter in his life. This documentary not only sheds light on his personal journey but also addresses broader themes of resilience and support among those in the entertainment industry, emphasizing that challenges can be met with hope and determination.