In this reflective piece, the author, a newly graduated children's literature educator, recounts her feelings of anxiety and excitement as she prepares to present her research at a prestigious academic conference in South Korea. At over forty years old, she considers her debut in such a competitive environment with established scholars and feels a mix of pride and nervousness. The year 2007 holds significant meaning for her as it marks the formal recognition of 'children's literature' in academic circles, coinciding with her past experiences of feeling disconnected from the literary world as she transitioned from childhood to adolescence.

She remembers how she found solace in books as a child, often escaping to libraries instead of attending piano classes. The comforting memories of reading stories like 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory' highlight her deep connection to literature from a young age, which was later overshadowed by the pressures of adolescence and academic expectations. The author reflects on how she shifted from being an avid reader to drifting away from books during her teen years, leading her to a newfound desire to embrace children's literature as both a scholar and a writer.

Ultimately, the story serves as a metaphor for reconnecting with her passion for literature amidst the complexities of adulthood and academia. It emphasizes the importance of children's literature in shaping identities and experiences, suggesting that even as adults, there is value in revisiting the simplicity and honesty of these early narratives. The author hopes to inspire others not to lose sight of their passion for reading and writing, regardless of age, affirming that one can always find their way back to the stories that once filled their hearts with wonder.