Minttu Kaulasen recounts the emotional impact of her brother Ipo's death in 2020, which she had feared for 31 years due to his severe disabilities. After his passing, Minttu experienced profound isolation, avoiding social interactions and feeling disconnected from others. Her grief was further compounded by the overwhelming nature of sympathies and personal stories about loss that she found difficult to bear.

In her search for comfort, she discovered a passion for horses through her talented bonus daughter, Jenriina, who introduced her to equestrian activities. This relationship culminated in the decision to purchase her own horse, Kossu, who has since become both a companion and a therapeutic presence in her life. As Kossu turned 21, Minttu shared that she cried out all her sorrows to her horse, which she now sees as a friend and training partner who has helped her cope with her grief.

Another major turning point in her life came when her partner, Sampo, sold his store and shifted his focus towards a more leisurely lifestyle but soon found himself overwhelmed by the transition. This period of Minttu's life illustrates not only her journey through deep personal loss and discovery of new passions but also reflects the broader themes of coping with grief and the unexpected pathways to healing.